3:12 p. m. · 29 ene. 2025 i cant do this shit much longer, fuck are they going to do if it happens 3:14 p. m. · 29 ene. 2025 they dont even let me talk when they start talking shit about me i just have to put my head down and listen to all the shit they say 3:17 p. m. · 29 ene. 2025 if i even try to get a word out he will just hit me and tell me to shut the fuck up and get rid of all my stuff 12:27 p. m. · 19 ene. 2025 i wanna leave this hell called home 8:58 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 I FUCKIGN HATE VERYTIGNGNI I HATE MYSELF I HATE YOU SO FUCKIGN CMURHG I HATE YOU I REALLY DO HATE YOU YOU FUCKIGN PIECE OF SHIT I ABSOLUTLY FUCKIGN HATE YOU I DONT KNOW WHY I AM IN THAT FUCKIGN SHIT ASS GRUOP ANYMORE I CANNOT FUCKING LEAVE 8:58 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 I WAS VERY FCUKING WRONGED, NOBODY WILL EVER FUCKING CHANGE I GAVE YOU SO MANY FUCKING CHANCES TO CHANGE AND YOU DIDNT CHANGE A FUCKING BIT 8:59 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 YOU FUCKING HEARD ME CRY, AND THE FIRST THING YOU FUCKING DID WAS LAUGH ABOUT IT AND TELL ME IT WAS NOT THAT SERIOUS? WHAT TYPE OF PERSON WOULD EVER DO THAT SHIT 9:00 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 I HATE THIS SHIT ASS LIFE, IM TIRED OF THIS FUCKING SHIT I HATE EVERYTHING I HATE YOU I HATE MYSELF WHY WOULD YOU EVEN DO THIS I TOLD YOU A FUCK TON OF TIMES I TOLD YOU YOU COULD CHANGE SO MANY TIMES AND YET YOU STILL KEPT GOING 9:01 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 "Me dio risa" "Y se lo mandé para molestarlo" THAT SHIT RUINED MY WHOLE FUCKING DAY YOU PIECE OF SHIT HOW COULD YOU COMPARE ME TO THAT MOTHERFUCKER 9:02 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 OH YEAH GUESS FUCKING WHAT, ALL THE TIMES YOU TOLD ME TO KILL MYSELF I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD IM DOING IT I SWEAR TO FUCKING EVERYTHING IM DOING IT 9:03 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 OH YEAH YOU HAVE PICS OF CHATS THAT I HAD WITH MY EX THAT WOULD ABSOLUTLY RUIN MY REPUTATION IN EVERY FUCKING WAY BUT YOU CHOOSE NOT TO DO IT BECAUSE YOU ARE "NICE"?????????????? 9:04 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 OH AND ALSO, WHEN YOU FUCKING VENT TO ME I HAVE TO RESPOND TO YOU. BUT WHEN I FUCKING VENT TO YOU, IM COMPLETLY MADE FUN OF AND TREATED LIKE I WAS ALWAYS IN THE WRONG????? 8:36 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i dont feel happy with myself, i took so many wrong ways and i dont know how to feel about it anymore 8:37 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i dont know what i want to be, am i a boy? am i a girl? what even am i. i want to be a girl, but im a boy. 8:39 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i used to be really homophobic when i was younger, that day really changed me. no clue for good or for worse. 8:40 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 im scared of even being myself, i dont know anymore if i have a myself or i just thinking that i have one 8:42 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i love my gf a lot, she is the prettiest girl i will ever see. i dont know how can my gf be with me, i dont feel like im giving her all my love. 8:45 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i sometimes feel like i disturb her or just ignores me. i know she also has her problems and stuff a lot worse than mine, i just feel like im a piece of shit to her. 8:47 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i dont even know if my family will ever support me if i came out as whoever i want to be, to the people i said it to, it was really awkward and really out of nowhere. 8:48 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i dont think there will ever be the right moment to say it, not even to the people i care about. 8:50 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i feel like nothing. i do nothing, i eat nothing, i drink nothing. i do really hate promises. 8:51 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i dont even know why i did that promise to her, i fucking know that i will break that promise. i am a piece of shit to her, i love her. 8:52 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 my life is fucking empty, the only thing thats doing something is my brain and its all just full of suicide shit. and her. 8:53 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i dont like being alone, it makes me thing about stuff i dont want to think about. she might be seeing this in a few days or hours. if u see this please just talk to me 8:55 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 i dont like being alone but i cant speak to other people because of social anxiety and that i stutter all of my words and that i have trust you to tell anything and that im very conservative about everything 8:56 p. m. · 17 ene. 2025 this shit absolutly fucking sucks i want to kill myself so fucking badly oh my FUCKING GOD I WANT OTK ILL MSYSELF SO FUACKIDNGEPHJEP4BHQJW[RH 4:50 p. m. · 8 ene. 2025 i feel like i fucked up something 4:51 p. m. · 8 ene. 2025 i feel like i treated her like shit. 5:46 p. m. · 8 ene. 2025 i have no clue what i did wrong i told her that i love, care and to text me whenever she feels bad, but nothing. i know she isnt feeling good i just only received dry messages. 5:49 p. m. · 8 ene. 2025 i'm worried about her, i know she is going to try and do bad stuff on herself 5:51 p. m. · 8 ene. 2025 she is just been more cutting eachday, i dont know how to make her feel happy anymore 5:52 p. m. · 8 ene. 2025 i love her more than myself, a lot more than myself. 2:05 p. m. · 31 dic. 2024 im slowly killing myself if i keep doing that. and probably lose everything i have if i keep treating her the way i do. 1:20 a. m. · 24 dic. 2024 https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GfiWHtgXcAAc10v?format=jpg&name=medium 6:43 p. m. · 22 dic. 2024 all my happiness vanished in a single fucking second. what the actual fuck. they DO NOT like me, why am i still in there. 8:58 p. m. · 20 dic. 2024 ill might just start cutting myself 11:52 a. m. · 20 dic. 2024 early 2025 might be my last year if i keep going like this 3:54 a. m. · 18 dic. 2024 this might be the last time i post in this account if everything goes wrong https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GfD_pMIWEAExQec?format=jpg&name=small 4:25 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 all my body hurts, i already know what my future looks like. 3:19 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 im actually doing it, i dont give a fuck about nothing. not today thats for sure. i might wait for new years or christmas 3:20 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 everythings going fucking wrong, not even my fucking family thats supposed to support me likes me. my dad doesnt care about fucking nothing my brother just makes every fucking day hell 3:21 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i just have one person that actually cares about me, but she lives a fuck ton of miles away from me and cant do nothing about it istg im going to do it i dont give a fuck no more im doing it dont know when, but ill do it 3:22 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i was never good with promises to begin with, i dont even know why i said ill do it. im a fucking piece of fucking human garbage 3:23 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i hate everything i stgwj ogwhe0ghwégihwégwiehg´w evfCW,JO{{{{{{{{{Wk. 3:37 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 it dosent even matter how hard i try, it will always be the same fucking result 3:37 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i feel fucking empty, i dont know what the fuck to do. i dont wanna die but i still want to kill myself to make it all end 3:58 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 sometimes i feel like all i did was make her life worse. i don't even know why she still is with me, i am literally like everyone else. what does she even find interesting about me? 3:59 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i dont know what to fucking do with myself. i wanna be with her, but i probably make her worse by being with me. 4:00 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i dont wanna leave her, but i think its better for the two of us to get some time alone, without eachother. 4:03 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i dont think i would be alive if it wasn't for her, i dont know if that good or bad. i dont wanna leave her 4:05 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i couldve done so much today. alarm didnt sound, father should wake me up. he did not. all my day has been fucking ruined. I HAD TWO FUCKING VERY IMPORTANT EXAMS TODAY 4:09 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 i dont think making this vent account was worth something. all it does is make me worse and make her know how shitty is my fucking life. i don't wanna make her worry about me, she is too kind for this world. 4:11 p. m. · 11 dic. 2024 im just not build for her, im way too much of a problem for her. she is just... way too much for me. i dont deserve her... she deserves somebody else who is not that fucked up on the mind like me. 10 dic. 2024 im actually killing myself, every fucking day just keeps getting worse and worse. this has been the fucking worse of all of them. i cant fucking wait for tomorrow. 12:14 a. m. · 8 dic. 2024 how cool would it be to start writing my suicide note now 9:15 a. m. · 8 dic. 2024 i just yapped about my past relationship with her all because of one message and wanting her to know what ive been through to get to her. 11:52 p. m. · 7 dic. 2024 now that i think about it, i had 0 conversations with anybody today. im so fucked up. why does she even like me. 11:54 p. m. · 7 dic. 2024 idk if i said this before, but i sometimes completly forget my own voice. like, dont even remember how it sounds like because i dont talk with anybody. 11:44 p. m. · 7 dic. 2024 i wanna talk to her so badly, but i dont wanna annoy her and i have no idea what to talk about. im awful at having the simplest conversation. 11:44 p. m. · 7 dic. 2024 "im awful at having the simplest conversation." im awful at everything, what am i even talking about. 11:07 p. m. · 7 dic. 2024 i wanna blow my brains out so badly, idk what to do now. it feels like ive already done everything that i could possibly do. i dont know what to do now 9:52 p. m. · 7 dic. 2024 boring and depressive asf day, couldnt get anymore worse. 9:53 p. m. · 7 dic. 2024 i have way too much stuff that i need to do to get my life right but, just couldnt get out of bed. i may end up dead if i keep going this way 12:07 p. m. · 6 dic. 2024 i wanna smash my fucking head onto the wall and paint it red. or blow my head off with a shotgun or whatever, i wanna see my room full off MY blood. 9:49 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 im a worthless bitch that care more for other people that i do for myself. everything is wrong with me, i wanna end it all. 9:52 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 i just feel empty, like a deep hole inside of my body that does not have a bottom. i just, dont know what to do with myself 9:57 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 i take care more about her than i do for myself. who is telling me to not let myself down, who is telling me that im perfect for her, who is telling me that i should concentrate on college, who is telling me that i should care about myself and not think what others say about me. 9:58 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 im saying all i want to hear to her so i can make her happy, but who tells me the same thing to make me happy? 10:00 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 all i do is wait for her to talk to me, while i wait i do absolutely nothing, all i have is her, if i didnt have her i wouldve killed myself so long ago but now, it just feels different. 10:03 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 do i just exist to make her happy? she already has 2 other that probably say the same things that i probably do. am i even special to her or i am just another one of them. 10:04 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 i just may be overthinking. 10:14 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 what if im not overthinking. i wanna vomit, cry, sob, rot, burn and decompose all simultaneously and instantly 10:18 a. m. · 6 dic. 2024 istg im killing myself if i do this college year again 8:47 p. m. · 5 dic. 2024 my friends dont even treat me like a friend, they just treat me like a random guy who they can bully on with no issues because i cant fucking defend myself. i dont even know why i still hang with them. oh i remember now. i dont have anyone else. 8:48 p. m. · 5 dic. 2024 my brain is filled with hatred and depression all at the same time, i might do it. 11:36 a. m. · 2 dic. 2024 fuck im so fucking close to killing myself but i know i can't i just want to cry i literally have nobody 12:54 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 its just worthless to talk about my feelings if i dont know how to talk to people 12:56 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 i just have one person to talk with, but i feel like its going nowhere and it gets worse by everyday 12:58 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 will they even care if i kill myself? i know she will, but who else would care. 1:00 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 i have no clue if ill even reach 18 i have no clue if I'll even get to see another christmas or new year after this one i have no clue if i will even get a chance to get a hug or even my first kiss. 1:04 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 no, i still havent gotten my first kiss. i have no (yes i do) clue what am i doing wrong (everything). i just... dont know what to do anymore. 1:07 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 i guess I'll just have to wait until the only person who cares about me reads all this. ill be in big trouble if she sees this but for a reason im typing this, i dont wanna tell her all this straight to her. 1:09 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 i want to talk with somebody but. i hate everything about me, voice, looks, everything that you can imagine me doing. i DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK WITH PEOPLE 1:11 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 I HAVE BEEN ANTI SOCIAL FOR LIKE 3 YEARS AND ALL MY LIFE HAS GONE DOWNHILL SINCE THAT DAY, WHAT THE FUCK I HATE EVERYTHING 1:12 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 I DONT KNOW HOW TO TALK WITH PEOPLE, I TRY MY ABSOLUTE BEST TO JUST KEEP A CONVERSATION GOING FOR MORE THAN 30 MINUTES 1:15 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 therapy does not work, it's just a waste of time and a lot of money just to have someone hear you talk about your problems. all of the times they arent listening a single thing and havent helped me at all. they just make it worse 1:19 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 i want somebody on top of me while giving me kisses and have his/her chest pressing against mine while he/she tells me everything will be okay while also playing with my hair. i just want to feel loved and feels physical touch. 1:21 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 i don't even care if its a muscular man or a twink or a girl. i just want somebody to comfort me. would be incredibly happy if its her, I would really care if its her. 1:32 p. m. · 2 dic. 20 im so weak and pathetic, ill just vomit it away. its not like anyone cares. 1:42 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 my trauma keeps me from being the best gf i can be. my love is the only thing i have going for me rn. if she leaves it's over. i love her but i worry i am inadequate for her love. i miss her. i love her. please don't leave me M. Love, d. 1:24 p. m. · 2 dic. 2024 finals week or my final week, stay tuned to find out!!! 2:35 a. m. · 2 dic. 2024 tip: while trying to help somebody with words, say things to them that you want to hear. yes, it does work. a lot. 2:12 a. m. · 2 dic. 2024 maybe im overthinking too much... maybe they had other things to do more important than me, more important than a person. am i being narcissistic. just because i want for people to care about me? 2:18 a. m. · 2 dic. 2024 you have way more and worse problems than me. but i try and help u with whatever i can do at that time. but they cant do the same to me. they do not care about a single thing i do and wont help me with nothing. i have told them various times: I AM A WOMAN NOW. they didnt care. 2:05 a. m. · 2 dic. 2024 i want physical touch. im starving physical touch. i just dont know what to fucking do anymore, everything feels empty when i don't have nobody to talk with. https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GdxNXwBXQAAv-ZP?format=jpg&name=900x900 2:02 a. m. · 2 dic. 2024 literally had little (almost nothing) human interaction, what is wrong with me. i have literally forgotten how my voice sounds like. am i doing everything bad? its all my fault. 11:35 a. m. · 1 dic. 2024 no longer worried about nothing, made gf very happy by showing her my ass 11:23 p. m. · 28 nov. 2024 ill just save this in this accout https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GdhLXfDWgAAFNHg?format=jpg&name=large 10:33 a. m. · 28 nov. 2024 slept like shit. goes to bed at 2am, wake up at 5:15 because of storm, wake up at 6:20 because school alarm, wake up at 7:00 because a fuck ton of noise out of no where, finally slept until 9:00 and boom, feeling tired but can't sleep 6:48 p. m. · 27 nov. 2024 her body is literally build to be huggable and perfect for my arms. i wanna hug her to make her feel better about herself, i wanna tell her that she has the perfect female body that i want, i wanna tell her that her lips fit perfectly with mine, i wanna tell her that i love you. 7:01 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 fuck. day started like shit, there is still hope. 7:46 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 it didn't 8:54 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 holy shit it went right, happy. still 2 classes to go 12:54 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 the only person who i can trust and lay on its my gf, i literally dont have anyone else. i love her https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GdXNLSBXsAArg2p?format=jpg&name=medium 1:00 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 i wish tomorrow is going to be, atleast, decent. (it will not even be close as decent) 12:06 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 today was a weird day 12:09 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 its going to get worse by each day 12:11 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 until it wont. im perfectly cappable of stopping it all in just a moment 12:14 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 head hurts with all of this thoughts 12:05 a. m. · 27 nov. 2024 the silence in my home is going to make me kill myself. i fucking hate him with all my fucking miserable life 7:09 p. m. · 26 nov. 2024 i was feeling like absolutly nothing for the longest time of my life. when i finally meet her, i was just a passer by to her. now, im waiting a "gm" text from her every time i wake up. i now feel like everything, thank you m. 1:08 a. m. · 15 sept. 2024 everything is going down hill 1:08 a. m. · 15 sept. 2024 i jsut wanna kms 6:49 a. m. · 3 jul. 2024 kms tomorrow